Zombie Badger

Tuesday, 5 April 2016

12:22 PM

The last couple of days I have felt like I am a zombie or something. It is not that I suddenly have a hankering for brains or anything like that but I feel like I am sleepwalking to a certain extent. It all started with a stye on my left eye and I have always considered my left eye to be the weaker one due to my car accident. The stye arrived on Tuesday of last week, see I told you Tuesdays were bad, and ever since Friday my vision in the left eye has be blurry to the extent that I spend some of the day with that eye closed. It is even worse at work because of the lights and looking at a screen all day and makes my headaches and anxiety even worse.

 

Sunday was particularly bad so much so that even my stepfather remarked that I did not look well. I looked like I had not slept, I had a puffy red eye and my head was pounding. I also felt like I could not focus on anything and I don’t mean mentally, I mean visually. I just wanted to sleep all day but it was my nieces weekend and my mother had invited a friend over to Sunday lunch plus the BF was there.

 

Well the doctor’s visit helped with the anxiety to a certain extent though I am still tired all the time and my headaches are not any better. My eyes just get so heavy, especially at work, and I am also beginning to sleep in which is something I have never been able to do. No matter how much caffeine and other pick me ups I have it doesn’t make any difference.

 

I have to say though with the excess sleepiness and maybe even the change in medication I seem to be dreaming rather vividly though admittedly I am not really remembering much of them only that they are clear when I am dreaming them. Like for instance last week I had a dream and a dream that I am pretty I have had before as I seemed to recall it while I was dreaming it. I know there were characters in it from books and movies that I have seen and I know that if I could remember the dream the premise behind it would make a really good story to write.

 

I am pretty sure that Snow White and Charming were in it and so were Marvel characters like Captain America and Iron Man and I have a feeling that they were not the characters names as such but more of a title that was inherited by a normal person. I also get the feeling that the most recent people to inherit these titles were not good people and up to the people who had inherited their nemeses titles to stop them as they were now good. I don’t think it makes much sense but I think that was the dream. Maybe my fandoms are getting muddled and are now just popping up in my dreams because I think the Winchesters were in it too. I have dreamed of them before also.

 

Another dream that I had was that me and my BF bought a house though it was in a place that we were not even considering buying. It was a really good price and it was by the seas and pretty much every room that we were in we could see the ocean. We were however considering knocking it down and building the house that we actually want which we have found.

 

I have also found the ring I want for my engagement ring, now I just have to wait to be asked….

 

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